well well well...

wat it is bro

well summer's bout to close up and I'm headed back to KY in about 3 wks :)) can't wait

i know its been quite sometime since i updated..so let me just pick up where i left off

about a week later i went back to cincy to visit the same family. We went to a family reunion and saw some people my pops grew up with. I swear it was some crazy stories I heard about my dad. Also my cousin had her baby and it was a beautiful baby boy. #shoutout to that lil light skin niga lol.

I never got to tell yall about my summer love. I met this 16yr old gurl danielle earlier in the school year while i was at school. we had some long talks and stuff. she found out how cool nd stuff I was, she just never talked to me. Although she knew all my friends when I was in h.s. Anyways, after i got out for the summer we chilled and talked for a while and she seemed really koo. So I get to know her a little more. She seems to catch feelings like, really deep feelings. but it was kinda hard to balance between her and Tylar. It was like I want Tylar way more than her, but then again Danielle's here for the moment. but I can't get with Danielle bcus of 1. her age, 2. Im in college and she still in h.s., 3. long distance relationship never works, 4. I know I'm not gonna be happy bcus I know that I can do better.

I explained this to her and she cant seem to let go. which tells me that she wants more. I told her hold on til the future. if we not married or dont have any kids. i'll hit her up and maybe we can start our own family ;) lol

but yea thats my summer love issue..kinda weak but ehh its whatever.

3 weeks nd I'm gone :D

summer so far

*taps mic*

wat it is world?

its been a min huh? Almost a month since i last updated. well lets do some catchin up shall we?

hmmm..i had a letter sent in the mail last month from skoo about financial aid and to see where i was in terms of grades and i had to send that off. I got that taken care of before the deadline(thank goodness lol)
i spent july 4th in cincy wit my uncle Terrance and my lil cousins. it was good experience. the house parties was aight..culdve been better if there wasn't no dykes in der -_-

i gotta jobb woop woopp :D

i have a slight belief in signs. and example would be last year. i got a flyer in the mail from university of kentucky (never heard of em before then). all of the sudden, i would see a kentucky hoody..and then i would see more kentucky shirts and then i got my kentucky acceptance letter.
weird huh?

aight lately me and tylar have been talkin about kids and marriage and stuff rite..(crazy huh?) and she says she wants 2 lil gurls. a couple days later, i was at a pool and two lil baby gurls around the same age came up nxt to me and sat down. another sign was, when i was in cincy my girl cousin was 9 months pregnant and she had lower back tat(so does tylar) and it said "taurus 5.14.91" which is my sign also 2 days before my b-day. she also has a foot tatt (so does tylar)..weird aint it?

idk i just cant seem to escape her..im not tryin to, its jus weird how she's so attached to me

alota gurls talk to me.and i talk to alota gurls.but its not the same without her

culd this be love? idk wat she wants tho

tired of it

wussup world
Summer 2010 is really wack right now.
here's the issue, im reallly tired of getting turned down by jobs. it really sucks. how can I start a job if i get no experience from other ones?? "you have to start somewhere" they always say that. well ive been looking for that "somewhere" and keep ending up NOWHERE. I call and follow up on my application and nothing ever happens. it really bothers me :(

but oh well..i jus have to keep trying. its only for 2 months anyway. 2 months left in dis bitch and back to college bruhh bruhh..gahhhhh i miss it :)))

oh and as for me and Tylar we good..better than ever..lovin everything she says to me when we txt :).crazy thing is..we never talked on da phone lol..except once when she went off on me about tamika a few months ago :/..we talked about our future together..i wonder if we'll be together later on in life..that wuld be lovely, but then again..idk if i wanna get hurt all over again...

hope this summer at least turns around..tired of layin around lol

fav song right now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQL-q7tSpEs

She's Everywhere

soo yea..summer's going great :)

but there's one problem..replicas of tylar are everywhere. Im not trying to purposely stop thinking about her, because i like the gurl too much. but too many things are reminding me of her.

some examples are zebra prints are EVERYWHERE I GO. i see them on phone covers, blankets, purses, dresses. and the thing is I never seen zebra print on accessories until i met Tylar. SMH.

Another is Example is her last name. I see it on Facebook like every 2-3 days bcuz somebody dun added sumbody with her last name. and her last name came up on my video game yesterday. and the dudes first name was Travis. ughh.. I also seen a tall gurl wit micros in wal-mart the other day..same skin tone and everything.. jus a lil smaller bcuz of her age..

its crazyy. is it a sign or sumthin?..i jus wanna know why its happening to me??

Confusing..

Wussup?

well, my b-day was just yesterday! I'm 19 now! wooop wooop (lol). My grades have improved a little bit. I went from a C to a B in Psych.! I was happy bout that

As far as me and Tylar goes. its slowly drifting off :/. I think its because I'm coming onto her a little too strong. Me and Her made this little joke that we wouldn't talk to each other til August lmao. Well I'ma see if I can do that. or at least leave her alone for a while. I'm pretty sure I can :)

As for this summer love ish goin on, its going pretty well i suppose. Alotta gurls hittin me up, It's crazy. The thing is i'm single and I hope none of these gurls get the feeling that I'm a player

there is this one gurl that is deeply feelin me. but im avoiding her. for some odd reason, idk why tho

I guess you can say..I'm chasing somebody whose avoiding me, and Avoiding somebody whose chasing me..

Long Gone Missin..

heyyy yall

welp its the end of my freshman year! I just hope my grades come out as well as i want them too and I can come back in the fall. I swear it would suckk ass if i didnt come back next fall :(

But anyways. As you can see in my last posts about Tylar we got back on good terms, once again. I seen her a few days ago before she left to go home for the summer. We chilled and said our goodbyes, kissed each other knowing that we dont wanna leave each other for 3 months.

well its the summertime..i guess im ready for this summer love ish to start :]

leggoo!